Saturday, September 30, 2006
it's been a long time since i last posted. exams have started and i don;t se the computer as often. today i sat for english composition and geography parper. i don't know why but i broke down before the geography paper. i guess the nerves just took over. went for anderson primary's family night tonight. so fun. he was there. had so much fun. want to go back again next year. i think i broke someone's heart tonight. i really didn't mean it. i feel horrible. but there are some things in life i just can't control. for example, feelings. damn. the look on his face nearly killed me. why do things like this always happen to me. what wrong have i done?i bought tickets to watch wade robson live! i can't wait! he's so cool.i'm so bummed, i won't be able to go for ypg tomorrow. have to go for math tuition. at least it will be the last time i skip ypg. i miss youth choir. POXIE came back today! i missed her so much!can't wait to see jo, sarah, davina, ben and shamini this sunday. miss them loads!i love the song that jo composed. it really touched my heart. i was on the verge of breaking down when he and ian presented it at ypg last week.
the GREEN damsel. at 12:40 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
things have been going great these few days. no scoldings from teachers and parents and no quarrells with anyone at all. didn't go to church the whole of last week. miss everyone so much. especially JO,DAVINA,SARAH,SHAMINI and BEN. can't wait to go to church on saturday. not sure if i should go for choir. have a gathering to atted at a friend's house.something unusual happened today. it was raining and we were heading for junction 8 so KENJU and i boarded a taxi. the taxi driver was listening to some kind of tape recording which sounded like some religious thing cause i couldn't hear it clearly. at the first traffic light, he switched the music to something more suitable for us. then KENJU asked me if she should go to church and i said yes. the moment i said that, the taxi driver turnd around and asked me if i am a christian. i said yes. then he asked if we would mind if he continued playing that recording he was listening to at first. we said that it was perfectly fine. it turned out that the recording was a christian cd. the taxi driver played a hip version of Amazing Grace for us. we reached junction 8 and as we alighted the taxi, he said 4 words that made me smile: God bless you two.
the GREEN damsel. at 8:35 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
seems like it's one sided. i can't do anything about it anymore. i can't believe i have been so dumb. stupid people.was invited to a chalet tomorrow. spent the whole week end till today begging my parents to let me go. but they still don't allow. cried this afternoon. really want to go. everyone's talking about it but i can't go. what's up with that. people are angry with me because they think that i DON'T want to go. common, i'd give up anything just to go. damn. i really really want to go so bad. hope tomorrow passes quickly.the break-up is a stupid show. i absolutely hate the ending. $9.50 gone to waste. monster house is also a stupid show. $8.00 gone to waste. could have watched better shows.these few days have been having weird stomach cramps. i think it's something i ate. hah.i'm excited that there's bible study tomorrow. it will be able to take my mind off everything. i hope. hope i can find things to do that can take my mind off the fact that all my friends are at the chalet and i'm at home doing nothing. bummed.dad's travelling again tomorrow. this time to shanghai. hope my brother doesn't tkae control of the family again.crazy over cristiano ronaldo. wouldn't mind marrying him. haha. he's not really that good looking but there's just something about him that makes me go crazy over him. perhaps it's the jersey number he has #7.
the GREEN damsel. at 12:25 AM