Wednesday, September 06, 2006
seems like it's one sided. i can't do anything about it anymore. i can't believe i have been so dumb. stupid people.was invited to a chalet tomorrow. spent the whole week end till today begging my parents to let me go. but they still don't allow. cried this afternoon. really want to go. everyone's talking about it but i can't go. what's up with that. people are angry with me because they think that i DON'T want to go. common, i'd give up anything just to go. damn. i really really want to go so bad. hope tomorrow passes quickly.the break-up is a stupid show. i absolutely hate the ending. $9.50 gone to waste. monster house is also a stupid show. $8.00 gone to waste. could have watched better shows.these few days have been having weird stomach cramps. i think it's something i ate. hah.i'm excited that there's bible study tomorrow. it will be able to take my mind off everything. i hope. hope i can find things to do that can take my mind off the fact that all my friends are at the chalet and i'm at home doing nothing. bummed.dad's travelling again tomorrow. this time to shanghai. hope my brother doesn't tkae control of the family again.crazy over cristiano ronaldo. wouldn't mind marrying him. haha. he's not really that good looking but there's just something about him that makes me go crazy over him. perhaps it's the jersey number he has #7.
the GREEN damsel. at 12:25 AM